Is it normal to wanna do sadistic stuff but not to hurt anyone?
Like, say if I knew time would rewind 15 minutes in the past 15 minutes later. I would jump at the opportunity to mentally abuse and torture people as much as I can, but I wouldn't want to do that if I knew that it couldn't be undone. I want to see people suffer, but at the same time I don't want people to suffer. I want to torture and "break" someone, but I don't want to get stuck into a life of doing nothing but bad. Is it normal to have sadistic desires like this?