Im addicted to pain

ok here we go, now i don't cut myself i dnt mutilate anything but i get a rush off of solid hard contact... i kno i laugh too but no b.s. its gotten ta the point i sneak away at work & other outings to punch my thigh as had as i can, a dead leg if u will. but the rush it gives me is ridiculous... im not depressed, & dnt want attention hence not leaving noticeable bruises, my job & family r great... its jus a rush to feel the pain and the legs my fav. cuz it holds the pain & noone knos... addicted to bruises & tattoos... its the feelin... is it normal or what? some1 gotta understand...

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  • EccentricWeird

    Do you like fall-out boy? Not only does it cause pain, but it's emo... I'm just asking, brother.

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  • you emo

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  • insognity

    Punching yourself is another way of self harm altho not as common as cutting ... either that or you're a masochist .. either way you probably have some underlying issues try to talk to someone if you have anybody

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  • PunkZombie

    You feel things differently than others. I do, too. I like new sensations. Just little things, like a light scratch across the skin.

    It's more common in males than in females. The best explanation available for someone who does something like this is Lack of Physical Stimulation.

    Evidently, you don't have any sexual quirk to go with it, so you're not a masochist, but the sensation is something you can't find in any other way so you may be a bit fixated on it.

    Don't dwell on it too much. See if you can find something else to bring a sensation, instead, in your down time, to soothe you. I like scalding hot showers.

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  • nothing2

    you probably have some attention disorder or can't stay awake/alert. its not your fault dude.

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  • chunkybongo

    Hmmm...that's actually kind of true...really smashing my knee into a hard surface is kind of pleasurable in a way; at first there's a shock of impact, and then the massive wave of pain follows over the next 10 seconds or so. I used to dislocate my shoulder all the time, and that hurts worse than childbirth. I would be in so much agony my whole body trembled, and if I moved an inch in the wrong direction all these sensitive nerves would get grated against by my bone causing needle-like waves of pure excruciating agony. I kind of hated it, but in a way I kind of liked it. Mostly hated it. What sucks ass is a persistent pain, like chronic back pain. It's more annoying and drives you crazy.

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  • yargyarg

    Pain? Okay. Try a squirt of hot sauce in the eye. Now that's fun!

    But don't do it with limp-wristed, panty-waist stuff like Tabasco, which only has a Scoville hotness rating of 2,140. At least try something like Blair's Mega Death Sauce, with a rating of over a half million Scoville Units. And there are some with ratings as high as 16,000,000. Check out the whole list here:
    http://www.chez-williams.com/Hot%%20Sauce/hothome.htm

    DISCLAIMER: By the way, I'm kidding. Actually doing something so foolish could cause blindness.

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  • TheGuyWhoLovesSpicyStuff

    PLEASE GO TO MY POST ABOUT WEED. PLEASE I NEED SOME ANSWERS!

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  • gateboy6

    common i have it for 2 years

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  • KrazyRightt123

    It's called Sado-masochism. It means you like pain. Other people do it. But it isn't normal because you could really hurt youself. Go find a specialist, to help you?
    (:

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  • jakenostromo

    not to sound cliche... but sounds like fight club... or that part in i heart huckabees where they smack eachother with a beach ball to get a "moment of clarity".

    i joined a boxing club. it was great, but the "moments of clarity" didn't outweigh the political stupidity...

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  • Uriel005

    lotsofjunk I must say getting hit by a car is not fun no matter what your. It does not just hurt it just cripples you. Besides you don't actually immediately feel being hit by the car untless you survive it. You really feel it the next day once the adrenaline works it way out of your system and you can feel EVERYTHING. Oh and now you're possibly paralyzed or have various broken bones. Not a good idea even for a masochist.

    Also if you enjoy the pain become a fighter build yourself up and join a local gym where they box or another martial art that is full contact boxing is advisable because in martial arts before you even begin to spar you have to go through a lot of training to get the movements down before fighting on the mat.

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  • rwtf259

    haha only pain i like is the rush off of like a piercing or tattoo. nothing else. i cant sit there and punch myself.id feel way to stupid.

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  • you sound like a psycho go to the ghetto pick a fight and see how much you like it then u loser

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  • MrSkinner

    This is very COMMON friend, however there's an underlying cause for everything, and you should look for it. You may be happier when you find out why you what you do you know...

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  • buttlicker

    We all have a certain threshold to pain. I only enjoy getting my butt beat.

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  • SlimFast

    As long as nobody gets hurt, I don't see anything wrong with it. Try playing contact sports. You'll get plenty of bumps and bruises.

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  • combatgal856

    stupidity-well its your life

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  • Asskicker202

    you are into msn that is gross

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  • if that's real your probably a masochist, i'm a bit of a masochist i think

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  • gothsoul

    i like to cut myself

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    • get a life

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  • How stupid. So you would enjoy some guy kicking the living shit out of you? Pain is Pain and although it can be kinky during sex sometimes the idea of it is self preservation your body recognizes damage is being done to it. My guess is you were home schooled has a child and pussafied by mommy and never got out and found the real world until now.

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