Im addicted to pain
ok here we go, now i don't cut myself i dnt mutilate anything but i get a rush off of solid hard contact... i kno i laugh too but no b.s. its gotten ta the point i sneak away at work & other outings to punch my thigh as had as i can, a dead leg if u will. but the rush it gives me is ridiculous... im not depressed, & dnt want attention hence not leaving noticeable bruises, my job & family r great... its jus a rush to feel the pain and the legs my fav. cuz it holds the pain & noone knos... addicted to bruises & tattoos... its the feelin... is it normal or what? some1 gotta understand...