Im sick of it
Life, im tired of life and worrying. Being nearly a 22 year old virgin is tiresome, all I think about is being different and I hate it. I have bad social anxiety and all the guys im into don't want to know. My mum got onto my back once, there was this lad who liked me, I went on a date and knew I was attracted but my mum pushed and pushed and told me alsorts which has in turn rotted my mind. its all I think of.
I don't think ill ever be any good. I do a lot on my own, I do have friends but not many, yet I see on facebook 20 year olds getting engaged or having long life partners. All I ever wanted was to fit in, but its dragging me down, I have tried so much with things but nothing is working :(
I just worry my little mind about it :(