Im so fucking lonely
I've lost a lot of my friends because of stupid shit I did but I cant fucking make long lasting new friends i dont know why... im so fucking lonely i just wanna die
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I've lost a lot of my friends because of stupid shit I did but I cant fucking make long lasting new friends i dont know why... im so fucking lonely i just wanna die
Get a hold of yourself and do not die. Make yourself occupied of something. What stupid shit did you even do? If it is something minor then you should move on and try to talk to someone.
I've done stupid shit again and again, I did change as a person, but they don't care, and one of them just keeps coming back to yell and me about my past mistakes, I just wanna move on but I cant find anyone else so... I dont know.
Perhaps you should move to a new area where people don’t know you and start again making new friends and being a bit more sensible with the choices you make.
Just find some new friends, it’s pretty easy to do.
My whole teenage years was just finding a group of friends, them thinking I was funny and the life of the party, them getting tired of me making the same shock value offensive jokes all time, them eventually thinking I’m shallow, pathetic and unable to connect with others in a meaningful way and me just moving on to some new friends.
You just gotta find a cycle that works for you. Other than that, I guess you could just relentlessly seek attention on the internet, not that that’s something I’ve ever done of course.
You need to take control of your life and eliminate self destructive behavior. I was in much the same place as you in my 20’s and I went to therapy. It helps.
What kinda "stupid shit" do you do? Are you intoxicated when you do this stupid shit?