Im so miserable
my story begins 35 years ago i dated a girl in my teens and we fell in love . we had a son very young and we saved and got a place of our own . but us been so young early 20s life got bit boring as i was told and i was always out working .the love of my life start going out and had affair . she got pregnant in affair . and soon after the birth it came out she was playing around and child wasnt mine and we split up . her new relationship went from bad to worse and she found herself pregnant again .the man didnt stick around and i helped out when i could . but we soon start seeing eachother again . we decided to try again and everything was going well till kids got older and life of hell i have . i now regret wverything and got to stage i hate them and myself . i ask myself everyday why .