Im still rebellious at 26

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Ive always been rebellious. When i was young id get drunk and go around smashing shit up for a laugh. Ive always had this subtle anger towards the system deep in my soul. I found drugs at the age of 22 and it was a match made in heavan, getting fucked up and playing rock n roll was deeply satisfying. We would often find ourselves on a train at 9am off to a party, watching all the suit and ties getting on and going to work was also satisfying, i loved the feeling of freedom it gave me. Somtimes i just want to fuck shit up, stick two fingers up to the world and do my own thing.

Im not like your usual degenerate, im actualy pretty intelligent, im also kind hearted and creative. I just hate the way the world works, its all bullshit and the scary thing is most people just get along without thinking twice about any of it. Im to stuborn for my own good. Ive lost god knows how many jobs for standing up for what i belive in etc.

I come from a pretty well off family but their was always drama as a kid, my dad was a drunk and he beat my mam. My mam blames herself for the way i have "turned out" but its not her fault. I love her but i will never make her proud. She is so posh and do goody it drives me nuts.

Im pretty sure this aint normal....

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  • NeuroNeptunian
    12 years ago

    Sounds pretty normal, disregard for society is universal amongst the age groups. You have 60 year old Hells Angels rolling around here in the states killing folk, selling drugs and destroying property.

    I'd just be careful who I target if I were you. People like me conform to survive, if I don't work, I don't eat and I don't want to depend on a welfare system, church, or group of bums to eat or get what I need as far as health care and shelter goes when I can depend on myself. For folks like me it is the difference between homelessness and living a halfway decent life and for most of us, homelessness is not a halfway decent life. It's nice to be able to stand up for what you believe in but some of us have to survive and just don't have that luxury. The system sucks, but those that prosper are the ones who learn to work with it.

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  • nowhereboy
    12 years ago

    Did i ever say i was special, or different for that matter? I didnt ask the question because i'm trying to look cool infront of strangers. I asked the question because i know i am still rebellious at an age where it is holdng me back in life.

    Like i said, its not about the drugs, that is a small part of the bigger picture (hence why you missed the point). I dont need to explain myself to you.

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    • MissDethstar
      11 years ago

      Hey, i ain't saying you are cooler than anyone else i just said it look interesting. What i meant was : live life the way you want to whether it's ''normal'' or not. You went butthurt for no reason, anyway i have nothing more to tell you either.

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  • MissDethstar
    12 years ago

    Even if it's not a "normal" it doesn't mean it's bad anyway. I'm actually happy to know people think twice about society, the system and the things going on around them. Strange enough i think your life look interesting. To have this urge to let go of everything and just do what you want is a thing lots of people don't have the guts to do. I think there is no right or wrong behavior just people that act mostly the same for social reason's. You should be proud to stand up for what you believe it's much better then accepting all the injustice without a word. About alcohol and partying just do what you want, if you live life the way you want and you have fun then it's fine. I get judged for it too but seriously who cares. The day you will be unhappy with yourself is probably the day you will change it ...it's not about being normal or not :p

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  • CheyChey
    12 years ago

    You sound like a such badass, be my friend please haha :P

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  • WeirdoFromEarth
    11 years ago

    Kinda sexy
    but don't hurt yourself.

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    How is getting drunk and doing drugs being "rebellious"? It's not that, or even at all, rebelious in my opinion.

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    • nowhereboy
      12 years ago

      Theirs much more to it than that anyway however, rebellion is non conformity, not obeying rules or listening to authority. In your eyes taking drugs might be normal behaviour but not in societys.

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      • [Old Memory]
        12 years ago

        I don't even drink alcohol.

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        • nowhereboy
          12 years ago

          Your missing the point kid.

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          • [Old Memory]
            12 years ago

            You're*, and you missed a comma.

            I'm not missing the point. You think drugs are alcohol are rebelious, sure it's breaking the law, but that doesn't mean you're one of these "rebelious" people. Doing drugs isn't rebelious, atleast 50% of our species do them, it's nothing special or different.

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  • Cats_question
    12 years ago

    No it aint normal cuz normal are those fucking suits hiding behind their corporate framework. and fuck i love it. i aspire to be more like you. shit you sound so awesome be my friend plz!

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