Incest and beastiality...skeletons in my closet.

It hurts to talk about this, but I'm kind of digging this site because I have a lot of skeletons in my closet that have been eating away at me over the years. I am a male, 26 years old. First of all let me say that I have a wonderful woman in my life and...I'm trying to avoid cheating as best as I can. That said, I have found some of my relatives to be sexually attractive in my later years. In my early years (when I didn't really know what sex was) I experimented with both my cousins (male and female) and my older brother...I think he's about 2 or 3 years older than me. I only experimented with him a couple of times and that was when I was like...4 or 5. We experimented with the "tongue kiss" and that was it. As for my male cousin it too was only "tongue", there was never any genital touching with the males. With my female cousin there was some. I licked (only a couple of licks each time...I really didn't like the taste) her vagina a couple of times on a couple of conjoined occasions and touched it a couple of times. Never penetrated. I experimented with my niece one time when I was 13, she was about 9. And, oddly enough it was HER idea...she had a skank for a mom, so I guess she overheard some stuff, or saw some stuff. All she did was feel on my penis for a little bit. And she straddled me and kind of ground into it a little. She told me, "We'll practice first and then we'll do the real thing". I told her "No" to the real thing. that was the last time I've ever done anything like that. I feel extremely guilty about it to this day, but I'm not going to say that I wouldn't find a relative (has to be female now) sexually attractive still. I just wouldn't act on it....unless I was single....Shameful...I also experimented with beastiality around my pre-teen to early teen years with my dogs. That happened, maybe a total of 5 or 6 times. I don't have to be told whether or not this is normal....I know it's not....I just wanted to get it out of my system....but, I would appreciate some feed-back...I don't want to feel alone.

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  • InvalidUsername666

    Dude, you are okay,
    It doesn't matter what society thinks, if you like Beastiality and Incest, then it is okay.

    If someone tells you your weird, then you know what, F**k that person, do what YOU want to do.

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    • BentBuddhist

      Well, I don't think it's "ok" necessarily. Biologically speaking, beastiality and incest serves no purpose. And I feel no particular attraction to young girls now days. I actually prefer women either as old or older than me. I'm not going to say, though, that there aren't some smoking little 16 year olds out there. I look at them with lustful intent, but in this day in age you never know who's going to cry rape, or what...so I'd rather just keep my ass out of the hot seat and avoid contact with them. But, in earnest, I just really appreciate the female form. And anyone who's not a total retard can tell you that when girls start getting boobs and periods, that's natures way of saying "I'm ready". Ask any reputable scientist. And the only reason why millions of guys across the globe aren't dating 15 and 16 year olds is because it's illegal and THAT IS IT. It's illegal. Doesn't mean it's wrong. Just means you'll get jail time and a criminal record if you do it. Anyway, my original confession still stands true. Even though I was young then and I didn't know better, I still remember it and I still feel guilty about it to this day. I feel no attraction towards children. I am attracted to the MATURING female form. That means she has to have tits and ass. And I'm not attracted IN ANY WAY to animals. I never was. I realize now that I was just looking for sexual experimentation and as a young boy, I just wanted a hole to stick my dick in. And, BTW, I never got to stick my dick in anything other than a home made pocket pussy until I was 19. So....Yes, on one hand I feel guilty about what I did, but on the other hand I realize now that I wasn't attracted to animals as much as I was just looking for a sexual release. I was young and my hormones were going crazy and I was never the object of desire by any female "peer". Anyway, I don't advocate beastiality or incest. They're both unnecessary and personally...I like my women WITHOUT FUR, lol. Peace.

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      • The_Truth

        Your so right

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      • mslana

        Well its a woman's choice not the people and I think anyone who tries this would really enjoy it rather that a man ripping her apart in rape. If the beast wants it as much as she does I say go for it. I can't wait.

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  • Incest101

    HhM MHmHHMHMHN YOu Ve MAde ME VeRy HORny

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    • The_Truth

      Gross

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  • billyboy

    You and I have a lot in common. My mom took my virginity at an early age. At thirteen, I let a dog hump me. I fooled around with a cousin once, wanted to fuck her, but she wouldn't go for that. I later married a cuntry girl who had been incestuously involved with 3 of her brothers. So... I too am interested in incest and bestiality. I know, a LOT of folks here say we are sick and disgusting. They can be pretty rude, but that is just their moronic opinions.

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    • The_Truth

      Im guessing you where born without a sense of right or wrong

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      • Marcus_Young

        It has nothing to do with right or wrong. Keep in mind that in Carolina, it is legal to marry your cousin. Incest only became a problem after the fall of the Roman and Greek empires, until then man people were in incestuous relationships with family members. It was a way to keep blood lines pure. In fact many small tribes still follow such rituals.

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    • killchildmolesters

      Your mom is a fuckin child molester. Your family is sick. Only disgusting people such as yourselfs think this is normal.

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  • Janie2T

    Well, you and I have a lot in common. I was born and raised on a farm, so I have quite a lot of experience with bestiality. Incest too. I have twice gave birth to babies from kinfolks. One good think about animals is they can't knock you up! Okay, that's kind of dirty, so I know that turns a lot of people off. But I sure ain't the only person who likes it. Same is also true for incest. Many people are sure revolted bt it. Me, I just enjoyed it for the most part. Hell, I KNOW I ain't normal, assuming there is any such damned thing. I thing we are all different, and to hell with following the herd. I will just do my own thing and not worry about what is normal or "good". If people want to think that is sick, that is THEY'RE problem. Not mine. My life is my own, not your's. Vice versa. I ain't a gonna tell anyone how to run their life neither. That's the golden rule, right?

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    • Marcus_Young

      I agree with you love. I don't find either wrong. It's what people choose and no one should be able to tell them what they can or cannot like.

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    • Speech35

      Who in your Fam have u been with?

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    • The_Truth

      Right, but still wrong, just plan wrong

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    • Iloveasses

      Hi janie u should txt me
      Sometime ;) or atleast tell me in detail what you have done "beastiality" wise.

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    • mslana

      can't wait to try.

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  • Norminini

    (2)Incest.. well i used to have a huge crush on an uncle of mine (not blood-related one) but i never told him and i never acted upon it, but it was def also a sexual crush and i did fantasize about him. Also i have this little cousin who was in love /attracted to me for many many years but he was too young. Nine years younger than me, and i started noticing his interest since he was 13 or so. I never let anything happen, but without ever saying it we both kinda knew and there was always this unspoken tension. Only when he was 17 did we kiss once. And when he was 20 we once shared the bed and kissed and cuddled, naked, but i didn't let him penetrate me, it just felt too wrong (he wanted to), we basically dryhumped and both came and it was a very exhilirating but very shaming thing at the same time and afterwards i felt really ashamed and i will never again let that happen. I am still scared he will tell someday because i am the older one and i should have been responsible and never let it happen although he was +18 as well when it happened but i was 29, so yeah..
    I am attracted mostly to men, the older i get the younger seem my 'object of attraction', but also sexual developed, not kids. I seem to really like men around 23, 24,25. I am just a very sexual person, there is a lot that can set me on fire :) If there wasn't shame and society, i would have experimented a LOT more, if i would just have listened to my body and my lusts. Now i basically just want one man in my life to have a relationship, kids ,and yes also sex with. I might have crushes now and then on other guys, women, cats, mermaids whatever, but i will not act upon it because it only complicates life.

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    • The_Truth

      Fucked up

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  • Norminini

    Hi,
    aside of it being normal or not, i also have some vaguely similar experiences. Overall i am mostly a heterosexual woman,interested in non-related men but i have digressed from that path now and then. I have sometimes fallen in love with a girl a woman (more of a in-love-crush, wanting to be with them, near them, be loved by them, touch them at the most kiss them but NOT so much wanting to have actual sex with them) and once did have sex with a girl in a treesome. When i was 18 i was madly in love with a guy, and discovering what really good sex was like, but one day i was in his house alone, he was out working, and the little pet dog in that house started to sniff my crotch, it was very persistent, and licking me and first i was surprised and hesitant but then i thought, what the # and i let it lick me to orgasm! It was a pretty good orgasm. However i don't feel attracted to dogs or anything an it never happened again but i also felt and sometimes still feel guilty about it.
    I do like cats a lot, just as pets, but with my own cats i tend to get emotionally too close to them, like i really love them, like kids and/or lovers. I do not want to have intercourse (f*ck) with them, but i like to kiss them and hold them and have them sleep in my bed and even sometimes lick my nipples or my pussy. The cats (only 2 in time period of 22 years) don't really like the pussy, so that never really happened (i will never really force them) sometimes they did lick my nipples a bit, as if it were my hand or my face or whatever, but it's not a sexual thing for them, although it turns me on. But it's like you and the dogs sometimes when i'm lonely and horny i just want sex and they happen to be right here. Also sometimes when i look at them it feels like i'm kind of 'in love' with them. Anyway most of my sexlife was NOT spent with cats but with male humans. Also i almost never in my life fantasized about animals.

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    • The_Truth

      Never normal

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    • blondbond69

      You fucking freak. Shame on you. Gets bf or buy a dildo! Ew my whole day is ruined now.

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      • Marcus_Young

        Kindly find another thread to illustrate your hatred and intolerance please.

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  • Amistad

    You experimented, and you were younger, ill-advised. The guilt is there for a reason...it's not normal, but people growing up sometimes have 'deviant' experiences. Move on from it...is what I'd say.

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  • Sexyboy1996

    dont sweat it bro
    we all have something that we are ashamed about
    its just life

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  • hey m8 ur ok i felt my coison and she felt me and were ok

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  • ThatGuy01

    You're fine. The family exploration is normal for a lot of people growing up. The beasty stuff, don't worry about it. You were experimenting.

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  • Well, at least you came clean. I find it kinda normal. I mean, fetishes are fetishes. Nothin you can do bout 'em but ignore 'em or embrace 'em. Your choice, we aren't suppose to be here to judge too harshly

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  • to notnormaljohn,and goatcheese you say that because you have never had these feelings ion the other hand have, no im not proud of it but you know what dont talk shit because dont know what its like. to the question/story dont be ashamed,to this day i haven't met a person that wasn't curious about sex and experimented at least once when they were younger. if you still feel that way about family dont worry about it, its nothing to be ashamed of =)incest is ALOT more wide spread then most people know or care to admit. i hope this post helps

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  • Of course you feel guilty. What you did is wrong. To the other posters here: to be human is to be social, so of course it matters what society thinks - you can't separate and dismiss that. You might as well be saying that it doesn't matter what your brain thinks. Duh!

    Anyway, your conscience is guiding you so act accordingly. These things happened while you were young, experimenting and didn't have good judgement. Now you do.

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    • hatersareassholes

      Hey asshole and all you others who are hating on them. That about being human and normal well I have something to say about that shit. Isnt being "human" doing things that most people "normaly" dont do? It is so shut your assflaps and quit being assholes to people. The only reason anybody makes fun or judges someone is just so they feel better about themselves. And I know there are gonna be comments on this like what about you your contredicting yourself by judging them. Well you know something im not im not stating an opinion im proving a point im tired of people making others feel bad about themselves so shut the hell up and be nice.

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  • JupiterMaximus

    you're not crazy, trust me. i have done some weird stuff too with my cousin and with my dog. i actually had full on sex with my first cousin when i was 19 and he was 33/34. i am 22 now and he is 37. we have kind of always had a thing for each other since i was like 12 but he never knew about my feelings for him until i was 19. his ex girlfriends always hated me because i was so clingy and lovey dovey with him even though he didn't know at the time. when our family would have pool parties, i would follow him around in the pool always cuddling with him and demanding him to pull me around the pool while i hung on to him from behind. we would sit in the corner of the pool and cuddle like cousins probably do all the time but i would be super wet and he was probably hard. let's call my sexy cousin, Andy, and my other cousin, Devon. when i was 15, Andy, threw a party for my other cousin, Devon. Andy got a bunch of bands and DJs to play at this party of ours. Andy is a DJ himself which is probably why i have slept with several other DJs. i was so young and none of our younger cousins and such who are younger than me were going to be there so i brought along my gay BFF who i'll call, James. James and i were the only ones there with him being 16 and me 15. everyone else there was 21+. Andy was 30 at the time. James, Andy and I had already been smoking pot together for a few years but i was curious about other drugs. James and i were having fun until James suddenly told me that he had forgotten about a previous engagement with my rival, Puke (hahaha). James left and the only other person i felt close to was Andy so i basically went up to him and asked him if i could follow him around the entire night because i felt really awkward around 30+ adults and me being so young. he obliged so i was super excited about that. i saw everyone starting to get weirder other than drunk. i asked Andy what was going on. he told me that he had bought a 50 pack of MDMA for the party. i asked if i could have one. he refused at first but i kept begging him. he reluctantly gave me half of a pink puma. i took it in the ground of dancing people in my backyard and proceeded to party. the pill started hitting me and i told Andy that i wanted to talk to him alone in the front. we talked about the dangers of the drug and then he told me that back rubs feel amazing while you're rolling. he started to give me a back rub as he was rolling too. he was sitting on the set above me and OH MY GODS it felt so amazing. i was melting into him and i leaned back in sheer ECSTASY. he suddenly stopped but before he stopped i could feel him getting hard. he stopped because i was 15 or else he would have continued. we used to hang out so much but yeah idk where i was going with this and its late.

    i guess basically he haunts my thoughts and dreams. i cheated on my ex with him when we had sex a few years ago and i am with a different guy whom i actually love but that love for my cousin is starting to overwhelm me again since my boyfriend has been in pain a lot lately and i don't want to hurt him by having sex with him. it's sad and i really don't want to go down this road again but it seems like my emotions are trying to push me to cheat again even though i have been completely faithful to my boyfriend, Warner.

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  • thebestusername

    Im glad i found this post cause i really need to get this off my chest. When i was young i was abused by my moms boyfriend. A little after that i would feel on my cats genitals. Later around my early teens i began to fantasize about dogs and men. Eventualy i experemented with my male dog. As i got older these fantasys stopped. Then later in my early 20's it started again. I tried tp finger a couple of my female dogs and even made a roomates male dog penetrate me. I feel great shame for raping those animals. It was like i was watching myself do these things and i coudnt stop myself. Ive since recovered from those urges and would never act on them again. All i can do is be better than i was. As far as incest i started dating this girl a town over. We had been dating a few weeks when i found out from my sister she was my distant cousin. I didnt tell her that we were related and continued to date and have sex with her for a couple years. I should have told her tho i dont think she would have cared either way. I also to this day have a crush on one of my cousins bur i wont act on it cause i know she doesn't feel the same way. Incest can be concentual. Beastiality most often isnt , so it is rape.

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  • zepp

    I'm normal and a highly educated man who has had incestuous relations with two close male relatives. The oldest introduced me to beastiality. If I don't share no one knows or cares. As long as no one forces or hurts, its OK! DON'T judge!

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  • sexylildezzy

    Youre not alone Im a 25 yr old very attractive Level headed educated nurse and I'm into both beastiality and incest active in both. I have been fucking my sister since my 16th birthday and into beast since I was preteen.

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  • goodguysam

    She is honest she told the truth. I fond nothing wrong with trying what the heard says. Public will always reject what kids are trying to experiment.

    Do what you like. This is the only life we have full fill your desire.

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  • Marcus_Young

    Your fine babe. Society considers anything outside of the repressed NORMAL wrong, so I don't really count their opinions as something that matters. I'm into bondage something fierce, I love pain, and I love causing pain. And I admit that when I watch torture scenes in movies, I get wet. Big fucking deal. I don't consider incest wrong unless it's clearly pedophilia and bestiality is just something that happens, and I don't really consider it wrong either. You shouldn't be ashamed of your past. There isn't anything wrong with you, and don't ever think that there is. Many people say there is something wrong with me because I want a sex change, but they can go and fuck themselves. Your perfectly fine just how you are, no matter what happened in your past.

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  • I had a similar problem with both incest and beastiality (though incest was just once) and I also feel extreme guilt to this day. I know exactly what you're going through, man and, for me at least, it helps knowing someone else has gone through it. And I'm absolutely sure that you'll be alright and hopefully I will too. Just keep your head up and, even though you've probably heard this a thousand times, remember that it's in the past.

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  • The_Truth

    All just nasty get help soon, serous help

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  • The_Truth

    That shit is just wrong, nasty as fuck

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  • bretboyles

    i arrange for women to get knotted by dogs while i watch. yur cool bro.

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  • Greg25

    Curiosity and experimentation is normal while growing up. What's done is done, and the past should be left there.

    Is it normal to want to have sex with an attractive woman? I'd say so. I'd also say that the excitement can be heightened if society considered it forbidden for some reason. How many people fantasize about having sex in public or under situations where they might get caught in the act? This is one example of "society forbidden sex" - incest is another.

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  • romi007

    ja jsem chytil matku,jak si dava v koupelne nejake drogy. za chvili byla uplne mimo sebe a ja jsem ji pomalu odhodil rucnik a kdyz nic nenamitala,strcil jsem to do ni a zachvili se v matce udelal. dneska uz sukame normalne a obema se to libi..

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  • rogidez

    ha ha ha ha ha did you tie the dog down dude?

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  • kimslut

    my uncle had sex with me regularly from the age of six unti
    l i was 15 it is quite hard to admit to people that i enjoyed it. Obviously it affected some parts of my life in negative ways and have seen some people who's lives have been destroyed by similar experiences so i dont know if i am lucky or just really weird. I agree with beastiality as long as you let the animal do what comes naturally, i have been fucked by a dog twice and while it can get a little fast and furious i totally enjoyed it and i am pretty sure the dogs did too. I dont constantly crave animal sex but i think doing things i enjoy, even if others think it is wrong is nothing to be ashamed of. Its my life, it is not something i feel the whole world needs to know about but it is nice to know there are others out there who like the things i like

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    • The_Truth

      Your uncle should be in jail for the rest of his life

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    • brent8969

      Hi thanks for sharing everything you shared is fine as long as u liked it and yes there are people like you I am 1 [email protected] if you want to talk

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    • killchildmolesters

      Your uncle is a filthy child molester. And now you're a fucked up bitch who is convinced that your disgusting ways are normal. You're not normal you're just as sick ad your uncle.

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      • brent8969

        And your a judgmental piece of shit get a duck in life stay off these sites if you don't like this

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      • Marcus_Young

        Ok. Your comments are brutal, crude, and annoying. You haven't the right to judge others. You are more then welcome to voice opinion, but kindly do it in a fashion that doesn't make you look like a total ass-hat.

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    • The_Truth

      Your fucked up

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      • brent8969

        Your a fucking retarted get off this sit if you don't like b any of this

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  • mtw22m

    It hasn't been until recently that being with direct cousins has been considered incest and wrong. Historically both that and beastiality have been REALLY common.

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  • Anonny

    Personally i believe that if all those involved are willing, then go for it. Avoid getting someone pregnant and just enjoy yourself. If the dog was male, don't try anal with him. That will hurt him obviously. But oral wouldn't be a problem and if it was a female dog, make sure she is in heat and willing. Also do everything you can to avoid hurting the dog. Other than that. Do everythign you want. It's perfectly normal to explore your sexuality.

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    • The_Truth

      Just nasty

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  • goatcheese

    Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeak

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  • ladyluck31

    2 words..... YOU SICK!!!!!!!1

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  • Invalidusername you're wrong, insect and beasiality is a crime

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