Inferior to "pure" whites, iin?
I'm not pure white (Caucasian). Instead, I am only half. I feel so inferior to them. I can't talk about my insecurities with my racial identity with them. It makes me so uncomfortable because, it forces me to deal with my feelings of inferiority and my insecurities.
I rather not talk about this, as I don't feel like they can truly understand where I am coming from. Instead, I rather ignore reality, and attempt to tell myself that I am one of them.
For all of my life, I had managed to fool myself into actually believing this nonsense but, now I can't anymore.... By pulling the wool from my eyes, I feel like I'm having an identity crisis. IIN?!