Is drugs better than suicide?
* please, dont consider it like an idea*
Ive never use any kind of drugs (incl. alcohol & Cigarettes)
I dont use it because I dont really want to be that kind of person. Even when I decided to suicide, I never decided to use drugs.
now I feel like “I dont wonna live like this”
MyMind: but suicide is not an answer,
Me: then what is it?
Still, i feel like drug is just like a ticket to disney land, when its time you have to get out, face the reality,
But i felt like, if i enter this drug land, Im pretty sure i cant escape drugs will pull me into it, reality will push me.