Is it normal... i don't belong here on earth at this time?
I feel like I don't belong here. I can't relate to anything like phones and Instagram and material beauty. I don't drink and party and do drugs. I can pretend to like it. But it's not me. I enjoy art and music and people. I constantly feel like I am not from this time or maybe even this earth because nobody else wants to talk about deep things or ancient history. I seriously relate to history.. I mean billions of years ago. I feel like I was there when they earth was young and I want to go back. I feel like there is people who miss me and I miss them too. I understand how attention seeking this sounds but I cried while typing this because I feel so strongly that I am not from here. It's also really hard to explain. I just care so much about ancient history and I get so excited when I see fossils being found and I love to read and talk about space and time. There is very few people who can speak to me about this because they aren't interested. I feel detached from my own body sometimes. I am the host of my own body.. sometimes I dont regocnise myself in the mirror. I am someone else. I want to go home.