Is it normal for an atheist to be turned on by becoming catholic?
I've been an atheist for most of my life but, after falling in love with a practicing Catholic woman (we're engaged), the idea of converting to Catholicism is a turn-on for me. I realize that, as an atheist, I can't honestly convert so, instead, I go to Church with her and really get into all the rituals, except for taking Communion which would not only be a sin, but would be highly disrespectful. I like that she believes in all that it takes to be Catholic, though she does have sex with me and, as a result, I've been able to convince her not to take Communion either (as sex out of marriage is also a sin).
But I really get off on the idea of being converted or, at the least, practicing her faith with her.