Is it normal for me to hate my biological older sister?
i have an older sister and i really despise her so much i wanted her to die.
Here is the reason
my sister was strict towards me since childhood. told me to behave correctly, prioritize family, and other things.
sounds positive right?
BUT! she also did not do it at all!
there are so much example i could give. but i will give the one that made me want to kill her so bad. she said i am wasting my money. well, i even starve myself until i fell unconcious to pay for my college final project.
while on the other side, she is BEGGING (yeah literally) for my parents to buy her a fucking car while my family was having a financial problem which lead my father to have a stroke.
i really despise her. i even got annoyed when i see her or i hear her voice. if you have anything that could help me forgive her, please tell me.