Is it normal for me to loathe indian men that have immigrated to american

I have had nothing but awful encounters with Indian men specifically. The women have been wonderful to my face but the men, scum of the Earth assholes. Every single one that I have met, just fucking horrible.

For reference I am a woman and I have gone to school with, worked with, trained, during college served them at restaurants and I have years of experience with them and have met well over 30 Indian men and every last one of them has been absolutely nightmarish to deal with.

In college I worked at a restaurant (Subway, I know Subway workers loathe Indians) and they were beyond picky about every single thing and refused to use the words yes or no when being asked questions about their food but would then scream at you if you didn't do their order perfectly or if the sandwich didn't look like it does on the advertisement photos. Instead of using words they would point from the other side of the glass like we could see wtf they were pointing at and they would get visibly upset and angry when you didn't guess the right item. And yes it was a guessing game, because if they point at a tomato and you can't see that from the other side so you ask if they want cucumber they will not tell you that they don't want cucumber. They will wait until the sandwich is done and wrapped to scream at you about how it's not right.

Mind you, almost every Indian I made a sandwich for ordered a flat bread with double all of the veggies and 3 or 4 sauces. It is impossible for that kind of sandwich not to be a mess.

Outside of that in college bars I was repeatedly harassed by Indian men and once it got to the point where one of them followed me out of the bar, was screaming at me desperate to get my attention, and then followed me home as I ran down the street in tears because some asshole was following me running after me. I had to have my roommates boyfriend go stand on the porch with his hunting rifle. That's just one example of all the times I had to have someone step in and protect me from those assholes and before anyone says I shouldn't have walked home alone, I lived 2 blocks from the bar. You could see my house from the bars front door. It was less than a 5 minute walk in what is normally an incredibly safe, small college town in a rural area.

Then there's all the times they've completely lacked in common manners such as holding a door open (had one slam a door on me while I was one foot through the doorway and it was 100% done on purposes because it was a heavy door that he had to turn around and push to slam), I have had them try to argue with me (a stranger who did nothing to them) at grocery stores. In school I had one tell me I would never make it in my field because as a woman I wasn't smart enough to work in finance. At work I have trained Indian men and they flat out refused to follow the instructions I gave them and then tried to blame me when they got in trouble for doing the work wrong, thankfully the training was recorded so I didn't get reprimanded because my boss knew it was a lie. I have had Indian men straight up lie to my supervisors on multiple occasions to try to make it look like I've not done my job even though I have proof that I've had physical, tangible proof that I did do it.

All of this drama for low to mediocre quality of work from them by the way. I have to spend 5-6 hours of my 8 hour work day fixing the mistakes of the primarily male Indian team because they're careless and sloppy in their work. As customers they're nitpick, rude, cheap AF, always trying to negotiate anything and everything and it doesn't matter if you're perfect at your job they will call and complain about something anyway.

At work for the past 2 months I have been telling the team of Indian men to check a box so the information they're working doesn't fail in their system and they refuse to do it. It causes me hours and hours of extra work to go back and research the failed items and fix them and validate them and send them off and it would take them 2 seconds to click a box that prevents all of the problems I get.

I feel fucking awful but after my latest Indian man run in the thought popped in my head- "I fucking hate all Indians"- and I can't get it out of my mind. I fucking hate them, I hate that it's racist but I hate Indian men more.

Is this normal?