Is it normal how i view life?
I don't really know the purpose of life and I have come to question everything about it. Is God real? Why does something like slightly doubting God send me to hell? A different religion or a slight alteration i.e. Catholic or Roman Catholic. Why would that send me to hell? I could be Atheist but I'm still not quite sure. When I go deeper down and think that if there is a God why do we do what we do? Like sex, drugs, and alcohol for example. What I'm saying is, if there is a God and we might have 100 years to live on this earth and a possible eternity to live in heaven or hell, why is my life and everyone else's not devoted to going to heaven? If I can catch a glimpse of heaven with my own eyes and not a glimpse or idea from some overly religious person spitting bible verses at me or saying "Its just real and I know it," Then my life will be devoted to going to heaven. Life accomplishments like winning a trophy or a medal or doing this or that mean nothing when you look deeper into it because in the end what does it matter if your going to heaven or hell? I would want to go to heaven and not commit any insulting acts against the all powerful and loving God. Excuse my questioning God but please send me a message, some message if your real. Screw what the bible says because its written by man who is known to lie, cheat, and steal.
I'm new to posting on the web and I don't care about the nasty or insulting remarks people are going to say to this but all I can say is they can go take their comment/s and go fuck themselves. Thank you for your time.