Is it normal i am scared of change?
I am 19 finished school two years ago. Havent really done anything much since. I got good grades and have been trying to find a better job. I work at a fast food place and get one shift a week Pretty much broke and cant do much. to many younger kids getting employed. I live in a small rural town and theres not much to do. I have one good friend. and have tried hobbies and they worked for a bit.
But i want something to do but i am scared of change of people not giving me a go. I am trying to change by starting with looks cut my hair wear different clothes.
I just wish it was easier to try something new but fear is so overwhelming i give in to it. Alls i want is to enjoy my life while i am still young.
How can I change?