Is it normal i can't get over loss of pet?
I just can't get over this pet loss. It happened 6 years ago when I was about 13. My dog was only 2 years old when these seizures started happening. I loved him so much, everytime I'd get home the only thing on my mind was to see him. Hell, I'd sometimes even sleep next to his cage on the floor. One day when his first seizure happened it was nighttime, he was dazed and confused for some time after that, my parents rushed him to the vet and I went, the vet said he had epilepsy. He had to take tons of medication and it was just too much for him. So we had to put him to sleep. The pain really struck me and I can't still forget about it. I sometimes secretly break down at night in tears when I'm alone. I feel horrible because maybe we could've seen the epilepsy sooner and he'd still be alive.
Is this normal?