Is it normal i did this horrible thing?

Lately I've noticed an unusual spike in my anger levels. I'm usually a calm person, but now for some reason things have just been upsetting me more than usual. Sometimes i get so angry I just start throwing things, and litterally about 5 people have to get me to calm down. For the past couple of days I've managed to keep calm but yesterday at work on my lunch break a co worker made a racial remark. Something just snapped and I threw my scorching hot macaroni in her face. I didn't mean to, but I was just so mad. Shes in the hospital now with third degree burns and I just feel absolutely horrible. And now Im in danger of losing my job. I just wish i could stop because someone could really get hurt because of me, and I don't want that.

Does anybody else feel like this? If not please help me

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Comments ( 36 )
  • wigsplitz

    You're going to get haunted by the macaroni monster now. Resistance is fusilli!

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    • BlueJeansWhiteShirt

      I seriously cannot stop laughing.

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    • shuggy-chan

      Haha that's it, for that laugh u get the shuggy noodle monster tonight

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    • Avant-Garde

      You've made my day.

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  • Unimportant

    "...I just wish i could stop because someone could really get hurt because of me..."

    Hilarious! You know that, according to your story, someone just DID get hurt because of you, right?

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  • dirtybirdy

    Right. And you're only worried about losing your job after giving someone third degree burns? Uh huh.

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    • SuperBenzid

      That is what I thought, anywhere I have ever worked that would instant dismissal but the real concern would be the assault charges and the civil lawsuit. If someone deliberately gave me third degree burns on the face, I would certainly sue.

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      • dirtybirdy

        Seriously. I don't think i'd get the chance to sue. I would have killed the little shithead.

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    • MissyLeyneous

      "...burns and I just feel absolutely horrible. And now [on top of that] I'm in danger of losing my job."

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      • dirtybirdy

        I'm pissed that they wasted the god damn macaroni!

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        • MissyLeyneous

          True. Those poor little noodles... they were too delicious to die...!!! D:

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          • dirtybirdy

            Eeet eeeet off dee flur!!!

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            • MissyLeyneous

              Lap that cheesy sauce off the linoleum!! xD

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  • AbnormallyAwesome

    "...because someone could really get hurt because of me..."
    THIRD DEGREE BURNS, dude! You deffenetly DID hurt someone!
    If you weren't always that agressive, you might want to think about when it all startet and why.

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  • myownopinions

    I advise scheduling an appointment with a psychiatrist or therapist. Maybe try looking online for some calming methods.

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  • keef

    Talk to someone.
    Admit yourself somewhere.
    If you think third degree burns isn't already hurting someone bad, you're wrong.
    Get help.

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  • Avant-Garde

    "Unusual spike" I really urge you to see a doctor (not a therapist) to run some tests on you to see what might be causing this extreme amount of anger.

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  • Person45

    It's not really normal. May be a sign of pent up frustration in your life.

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  • WasThatAMoth

    You want to stop because you might end up hurting someone real bad? I guess that lady with the third degree burns was nothing right? You obviously have to stop. The thing is how do you stop. I don't think you can just ignore your anger or make it disappear. Sounds like you have to control your anger. I don't try counting to ten or something like that.

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  • davesumba

    are you off your meds or illegal drugs?

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  • Maya05

    First option I'd consider is anger management. Could really help you learn to control angry outbursts like you've described. There could be medication also that could help but I'd talk to a doctor about that.

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  • Am I the first to realize it would be very difficult to get third degree burns from hot food? Third degree burns usually require something as hot as fire.
    I've been burned by hot fire on my hand before and only got second degree burns and it was hotter than any food I've ever had.
    If this is real though I'll bet she wont talk shit again.

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  • ganesha

    I feel bad for the poster because most of the comments only laugh about this..

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  • Coolieo

    Ahahaha! I laughed at this question's details a lot. It's so funny!! You threw macaroni at her face for a racial remark! X D I would probably do the same, ahahha!

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  • Justsomejerk

    Love and tolerance!

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  • Jimbobasaur

    Your are like a walking tank! Ever considered becoming a hired hitman or joining a boxing leugue ??

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  • MissyLeyneous

    I'v been having little violent fits here lately, too, but nowhere near as powerful as yours. The other night, I was climbing into my car to go to work and I didn't duck down far enough. I scraped the top of my head on the inside of the door, which fucking hurts. Without thinking, I climbed back out and punched the top of my car until my fist hurt, too.

    I've never been like this before, but I think I know why it's happening to me, and the same might be true for you.

    Have you kept your emotions bottled up for most of your life? Swallowed pain and sorrow? I have, and if you can't release that energy it can have damaging and detrimental effects to both you and others.

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  • OswaldCobblepot

    If true, that's awful. If not, that's hilarious!

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  • I like to start arguments at work and lose on purpose so I can throw my coffee in someone's face

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    • NotStrangeBird

      Shit. All that time i thought i was outsmarting you.

      *wipes away coffee*

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      • I'm treacherous like that

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  • blue_burr

    Hahhahahahahahaha hella crazy funny!!!!!!!!! Sounds like bipolar!!!! Talk to a doctor fast!!!!!!

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  • jibjab553226

    I would very much recomend getting a punching bag. Hold in the anger until you get home and beat the crap out of it. That's what i did and i feel betterand im stronger to

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  • redoctober

    You've been watching too much of Breaking Bad.

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  • Ldizzy1234

    I don't usually get really angry, but there were a couple times in my past that I've thrown things in a fit of rage. However, that doesn't mean its a normal thing to do.

    I agree with what Person45 said, and you should probably talk with a counselor about this. They might help you find the root cause of your anger, and show you healthier ways to release your anger without putting yourself, or those around you in danger. Good luck!

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  • dodongos

    My anger has been the same way lately. I cannot stand being so angry all the time. Except, I'm good at controlling it. I never yell or hit anything, I just let it simmer down into a quaint little depression. Fun!

    I don't really have any advice for you. I'm sorry. I can only wish the best of luck to you.

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