Is it normal i enjoy the idea of hurting myself/others?
So, I often think about cutting myself or shooting others.
I have very graphic and very simple visualisations of doing these things.
I'm young, and full of stress and anxiety. Sometimes I like to think
''If i got a knife and cut on my arm here, would anyone care?''
And I'm not depressed, i even enjoy life!
I sometimes write stories of cartoon characters i like hurting themselves or being depressed.
I don't know if I'm like, a masochist or sadist or sociopath but I'm not. No symptoms apart from the want to hurt myself/others/characters.
Thank you for your time.