Is it normal i find it deeply relaxing to lose myself in art?
Okay, so I like to draw and have always found it relaxing and enjoyable to just lose myself in drawing and sketching, except the drawings I usually make are not what could be considered "age appropriate" for everyone. You see, I draw pictures of dicks, big dicks, little dicks, medium dicks, all kinds of dicks. Sometimes I draw faces on the dicks and give them names like "Cocktasaurus Rex" (dinosaur penis), or "Cocktimus Prime" (he was a Transformers penis). One time in the bathroom stall at work I drew a space shuttle penis and named it "USA Penis" and the next time I saw it someone had scrawled next to it. "USA All The Way Baby!" so I guess it had somewhat of a fan following. Is it normal I do this?
I also recently drew a pirate inspired penis, named him "Long Dong Silver" and put it in a bottle and let it go at sea to be found by whomever. I mean what if a kid finds it? Is it gonna mess him up? Am I really this messed up?