Is it normal i hate and fear being alone.
I have a fear of being without a partner. I hate being alone sometimes, and I have fear of being that guy that grows old never having a relationship just random short term things. I think IM to young to want to find the girl to spend the rest of my life with. being 20 most guys just want to get laid, I do also, dont get me wrong but I want there so be one girl that i care for and we oporate like best friends and just share our life together: going out having fun, our first house,maybe a kid,and just taking on everything together.I know im young and have plenty of time and Its not because Im always single, I jsut get anxiety thinking about dying alone and living an empty life. I do not know if this is average because i dont tend to ever talk about feeling and stuff like this. so here I am asking strangers.