Is it normal i have a thing for clowns?
I've had a huge thing for clowns my whole life. It turns me on seeing the opposite sex dressed as clowns, but I like seeing myself as one too, so I dress up as one a lot. The first time I dressed as a clown was when I was 4 years old. I got a clown costume, and I wore it for halloween, I had my whole face in clown makeup and a bunch of accessories - shoes, nose, wig, gloves, even a honking horn. I had a boner the whole time I was trick or treating.
Currently, I own 5 different costumes, a variety of wigs, shoes, and other accessories, and I have tons of makeup. Later on, I got so into it that I actually got a second job as a clown, and I learned how to juggle and ride a unicycle.
Aside from the clown job, I also go out as a clown for different reasons, however I don't just randomly show up somewhere as a clown, I always find an excuse, such as someone's birthday, some kind of prank, or halloween. One time I went to JCPenney dressed as a clown to surprise my friend who works there - it was her birthday. Although one time, I did go to Walmart dressed up, just to get some reactions out of people.
I just love clowns, I have a huge thing for them, and it's a big turn on for me. I wouldn't say it's a fetish since clown sex doesn't really turn me on, it's just clowns in general, they just make me really horny. I'm trying to find some girl who feels the same way, or at least isn't freaked out about it, since I love seeing girls dressed as clowns.
I'm not ashamed of this clown thing at all, actually I'm pretty open about it. But I was wondering if it's considered to be normal or if anyone has the same "thing" for clowns.