Is it normal i like jacking off with my friend?
It happened when we both watched porn when we were high school juniors and seniors. the first time, he was gonna crash at my house and at 1 in the morning when my family was asleep I pulled out a porno that I took from my dad. It was a threesome two girls and a guy. We played it in the basement and the volume was at like 10 because we didn't wanna get caught by my parents. It was so hot that I was like "I gotta start jacking off" He said to go ahead then a few minutes after I started to he too pulled his pants down and starting doing it. I'd get distracted from the porno and stare at him jacking off for a few sec. That also got me horny so I would look at the porno for a while then I'd look at him and kept doing that back and forth. He was gasping when he came and I looked over to see him cum and it was hot I started to cum too. Right when I came he looked over at me too and stared at me cumming. I got up and went to go clean myself in the bathroom. I wouldn't have said that was gay at all. I mostly looked at the porno and only stared at his dick for less than 30 seconds altogether. he only stared at me for like 10 seconds. when i came back to the couch he was dead asleep with his pants down so i covered him with a blanket so if my parents went down there they wouldn't find him exposed. I took the porno and went quietly into my parents room and put it in the drawers i found it in. We started to do this often whenever we wanted to jack off. Then a year later we started hanging out again only this one time he asked if we could sit right next to each other because "it's hot to look at each other cum" I tried it and i liked it but he started touching me knee after another time we did it. I told him not to. at the very least i only let him put his arm around me. but then soon he kept touching my legs or stomach while i came. I liked it a lot so we started to touch each other. we never touched each other's penises. sometimes he'd lay his head on my shoulder while he came and his breaths were very audible next to my ear. it got me hot. Once his hand got to close to my dick and I said "no no don't touch me." I wouldn't ever want him to jack me off because that would be like gay sex. I think now he is starting to become attracted to me but I don't like him that way. I just like jacking off. I'll be okay with him if he started liking me but I prefer that that doesn't happen.