Is it normal i love astrophysics and particle physics?
Quantum physics is amazing and so many crazy theories are associated with it. The dual nature if light blows my mind. Astrophysics is amazing because I live learning about what the universe is and the mysteries that lie within it. Nuclear physics is also fantastic because it's so interesting to try to learn about the fundamentals of what matter is and try to figure out what we "are". What is matter? (and I don't mean energy divided by the speed of light squared). Am I helplessly nerdy or is anybody else baffled as well? Sometimes I lie awake at night just trying to think of all the possibilities. I think that eventually, the smallest fundamental particle is itself a universe. And there is a never ending stream if universes. And our current universe is merely a tiny building block of another universe.