Is it normal i'm scared to go to school?
It's not like I'm bullied there or anything, but it's had a horrible affect on me. I'm in 12th grade and even though it's been over a year I'm scared to see a friend of mine who drove before because my school showed me really traumatic driving videos. Having OCD it's hard to forget things, and after seeing those videos I have a hard time understanding why anyone, especially my friend who saw the dangers, would want to do something like that. My teachers are also really fucking awful people, they never stop generalizing and saying awful things about freshman. I've sometimes found myself crying at the thought of going back there. I miss the old days when my friend didn't want to drive anymore than I do. I hate that scvholl more than anything and I'm glad it's almost over. It's done virtually no good for me.