Is it normal i sleep and dream to experience love?
I'm in love with someone who I can never meet, and I know it's impossible for me to experience love. So recently I've become depressed and I've become obsessed with lucid dreaming to try to be with the person I love in my dreams. I sleep to escape the miserable loneliness I feel in the real world but also to at least have a chance of actually experiencing love, without consequences.
The person I'm in love with is a certain deceased celebrity but at a certain age. I wish I could go back to that time, or go back in time with him to dinosaur times, before humans came along and ruined everything, or that I could go to a parallel universe where things are different. And don't tell me it's not impossible for me to find love in real life. It is.