Is it normal i want to be raped again?

normal, as far as i know, and very very dangerous. you werent physically abused, i would guess, but that could change. don't go around looking for real rape. try and role play with a partner if possible.

one of my closest friend's wife (who is a friend of mine too) had/has this fetish although she has never been actually raped. my friend and i are both martial art practitioners, and the lady in question is pretty good too - and we felt safe to experiment somewhere in an alley in the middle of the night one time.

i don't know what we were thinking. around five guys took the bait and one of them just smashed her head to the wall before proceeding to rip her clothes off.

we got her and ourselves out of that mess, she wasnt badly hurt, but we promised to stay safe after that. no more dangerous fetishes.

I was with a girl who was raped, and she had a violent rape/forced sex fetish. At her request, we'd act out this kind of stuff consentually, i'd rape her and she'd fight back like it was real. We'd both end up getting beat up by each other. We took it pretty far, She was always thankful afterwards.

She never admitted it but I think it helped her cope with her original experience in a few ways.

One, she would seriously resist with all her might, and if I wasn't on guard i'd get punched square in the face, black eyes, bloody nose and all. Whether she consciously realized it, she was practicing real rape defense and I believe, empowering herself, I think she felt more secure learning defense her way.

Also, I think reliving the experience in a safe way helped her to not dwell on the single experience, and for her, possibly to make it less of a big deal.

We'd also talk about it afterwards, and laugh about it. We would take it pretty far, and sometimes we'd go as far as setting her on fire with lighter fluid on several layers of shirts as she was being raped. We both liked playing with fire.

And yes, she was highly aroused by it, she really did want to be slapped, manhandled, raped, set on fire, and physically wrestled and forced into submission.

Have you considered or recognized that reliving it under safe circumstances may help you deal with it in some way? You don't have to be beaten bloody and set alight, but maybe find an understanding someone to roleplay with.

I rape women all the time. Consensually.

I used to be in a relationship with a perfect girl who only wanted me in the whole world (I broke up with her as she wanted to get married and I absolutely do not), where I'd rape my gf, and tell her how it was when I was raping other women, and what a slut she was. All women begged me to do it and many of the same women still do.

If you're a hot girl and you're with me, I'll treat you okay in front of everybody - great, if you reallly deserve it (my gf I treated like a fucken top princess) while calling you a dirty little slut to your ear, MY dirty little slut. I OWN YOU. I'm a certified Master Hypnotist, and it's part of my job to make you go unconscious and obey for your own good, but I don't even have to make you go to "sleep" and lose consciousness to do My bidding. If I want us to go right, I'll just pull you by your waist right, left, just pull you left. You're just like a ragdoll puppet in my arms. I want you to be the retarded little whore you were born to be with Me to Obey Me. You're my little retarded cunt, even when you try to think it's very tiring, so you just give up and you are my little animal - you're my little slutty, cunty pet. I'll tell you what to do, how to do it, and you'll Love to Obey Me. Always. You'll want it Forever. I will throw stuff to the floor and have you clean it, I'll MAKE you clean it, and I'll abuse you, you dirty little whore. I'll slap your face wheather you did a good job or not. And you'll get all wet in your pussy. You'll drip your hot juices down your legs and I'll shame you for being such a slut, a whore who Loves to be treated like this, abused and humiliated by Me. I'll command you to go down on your knees and slap your face with my hard cock, spit at your face and spread it with my cock, force it inside you. Because you're my pet. And you'll feel used. And Love it. With Me. You'll want Me to cum deep inside you, cum in your pussy. You'll beg Me to impregnate you and try to hold Me in when I'm ready to squirt my jizz in you, but I'll slip from your vagina, I'll exit your cunt. You don't deserve My cum inside you, you need to have Me trust you before that, or you're probably just not good enough, not worth it.

WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S THE WEIRDEST???? While a woman doesn't FULLY AND COMPLETELY SUBMIT TO ME, I just feel like she's SO WRONG, like she's defying me to a degree that I feel absolutely offended, I HAVE TO BREAK HER, an intense, though controlled anger out of the offense and I want to break her will COMPLETELY. I want the women who are with me to be my little slave-sluts ALWAYS. BUT... I cannot help having strong feelings of affection towards females when they submit to me. And this is the weird part. I never had feelings for any woman... but when they submit to Me.... A warm feeling rushes all over... there's a connection... while I cannot feel anything for a woman unless she's my retarded pet and I have control even over her life and death, if I wish.

Sounds awful, doesn't it....

Still, EVERY woman I've made submit to Me (I do this to every woman I meet sexually) ends up saying they love me. That I help them in their lives. They thank Me endlessly. The ones who are in relationships say they wanna leave it all for me. This OFTEN happens in the very first week, 1 month tops. Never more than that. One I found out she was married to a cop who was submissive to her and she hated her guts. Hated him. She wanted to get pregnant by Me (as it almost always happens with every woman I meet sexually - they all want me to cum inside them and have fantasies of my cum dripping down their thighs, getting pregnant and round with my kids, etc) and said what an idiot he was - he was going to pay for, support her child with Me always and he'd never find out. I did not enjoy her seriously wanting to make a fool out of him and the situation with the kid - If I ever have kids, they'll be MY kids, and I'll be more than able to meet their every need. I said NO. So she tried to twist the game and started joking she'd tell him I was fucking her, and him being a cop... That's when she lost Me forever. Never saw Me again, except as a stranger, once in the street.

Godforbid someone ever reads my WhatsApp/checks my cellphone. It's got at least a dozen pictures of pussy, tits and female masturbation right now sent to me by them, about thirty or more generic pictures of them (showing me clothes so I'll select with what they'll come to see Me) and some five to eight videos right now of them saying how much I completely own them and they're my sluts and masturbating thinking of Me.

I actually discovered experientially that EVERYTHING EVERY woman wants to feel is:

a) Safe
b) Dominated, Owned and Abused (when safety takes a back seat -it's there somewhere, but away),
b) Loved.

They much, much prefer to be Dominated than Loved. Domination creates desire; Love only means they wanna cement themselves to Me/to the Man. Safety is so they can relax while all of this happens (they know I/the Man won't murder them - I'll actually Protect them everywhere they go with Me). And many times, I naturally feel like cuddling with a woman I've just harshly abused, made to cum over and over again and came all over. If I like her, without cleaning ourselves.

I've had all types of women submit to Me and I can absolutely affirm: if it's a human born with a pussy 'tween the legs - a female - it WILL FEEL LOVE, despite what it thinks it wants or needs, despite its endless protests otherwise, WHEN BEING LOVINGLY AND HARSHLY ABUSED, OWNED, DOMINATED. RAPED CONSENSUALLY AND AFFECTIONATELY. This is Love for a woman. This is what both want.

No it's not normal. Normal would mean it's common for women to want to get raped which is obviously false. There are low demographics within the female population who may have masochistic paraphillias or a kind of fetish and the fact that you orgasmed hard during rape may indicate you have one. Girls like this might enjoy what you have but obviously it's rare among the girls you meet everyday. However when you look at a population of 300 million then you would find higher number of women who have these kinds of urges and so I guess you're one of them.

All mens sperm is different consistsncy n i hav done similar but not to get it to a consistancy i lik, just get in to it lol,,

if i were your bf i'd rape you everyday

Even a violent brutal rape can result in physical stimulation, arousal, and climax. This has nothing to do with it not being rape. Simply put, our bodies are designed to respond to sexual stimulation. Only our brains differentiate between right and wrong, not the dopamine chemical that is released during any sexual activity. Dopamine is the feel good chemical that heightens arousal. When this chemical is released during a combination of violence and sex, it begins to retrain our bodies to respond to such acts. For rape victims, as myself, this is very common.