Is it normal i want to make a channel with self-made music tracks....?

... that does sound pretty sad, strange and creepy most of the time?
It's like gluing sad 1:05 to 2:15 minute pieces together changing them little by little until they seem like an audio hallucination.
I can't help myself. I feel in need to do it, but I do know that this is not necessary nor is it possible to create hundreds of this kind. After, I guess, thirty-five things will start to resemble each other more and more.