Is it normal if i didn't have my hobbies i would be killing people?

My whole ambition in life is my hobbies. I use them to make a purpose in life because my reason to live is to make this awful world we live in a better place. The only other thing I would do if I didn't have my hobbies is kill people. I wouldn't kill people for no reason. I would target people mostly who hurt children such as abusive parents, child molesters, bad teachers, etc. I would probably also kill people who hurt animals and anyone else who I felt is fucking up my world. I would also burn down several buildings I will not mention. The only thing that keeps me from doing this is I would likely eventually get caught which would mean no more hobbies because I would not let the authorities take me alive. I am not joking or seeking attention, I just need to get my thoughts out because it brings me a bit of peace. It often bothers me that I cannot do the things I really want to without eventual consequences.