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I just love how it makes me feel, the adrenaline, that rush when I see it, at the same time, there's something in me telling me this is just disgusting. Yet, I find them entretaining.
I don't want to judge because I really enjoy video games, but a lot of those videos are beyond fucked up. I say...not normal, but it isn't super unusual either.
I think I should emphasize a bit more when I referred to gore & the way I seem to enjoy it. I have always been a kinda apathetic person, while I don't laugh at the pain of others, I do find this interest when I end up finding a snuff film. Do I like seeing dead people? Definetly not, but I do find a strange sense of interest.
You should make some of your own. All you need is a tripod for your camera and your imagination. Just imagine all those other sick fucks out there enjoying watching you in pain, etc. Sounds like win-win.