Is it normal if no one has ever had a crush on me or asked me out?

which just resulted in an imaginary girlfriend

& now I can't leave her (because I love her sooooo much),

which is freaking my brain a lot.

I felt this way too. Never ever change for somebody honey or just because someone told you so. You should change for yourself and for the purpose of appreciating yourself more. I was really shy, quiet and reserved until one day I decided to put on a little more effort on myself. Dress better, smile more, be a little bit more confident. After that day, I kept getting compliments and people get drawn to me. Dont be afraid to start a conversation. Dont be afraid to smile at somebody even if they'll think you're weird.

Sometimes, people can't approach us if we ourselves aren't trying to open up. You can't expect people to like you when you yourself don't. Love yourself a bit more. It worked for me.

Is it normal if no one has ever had a crush on me or asked me out?

I'm introverted, shy, quiet and reserved. I've always been told that girls will never like me because of these traits by former friends. I also feel like not fitting the beauty standards plays a part, since I only see girls dont have an intest in me. I've never had anyone show even the slightest interest in me romantically. I'm not sure if I should just change my personality, or just leave my city/state. Can anyone else relate & is this even normal?

& I'm not joking

If they're not asking you out, you should ask them out.

Im sure theres someone out there for you. You just havent found them yet. But working out at a gym will never hurt. Its healthy for you and if you get into it you'll be able to become more attractive.