Is it normal im afraid of this?
Growing up ive always seen my dad come home from work all pissed off and worn down, until he would see us. The one memory i still hold from my early childhood is my father coming home to see me and my brothers and sisters with a smile on his face, even after a stressful day at work. As you may tell, my biggest dream in life has always been to be a father.
My whole life ive never come close to being as happy as he looked, and the sole reason im working my ass off in school is so i can support a family of my own one day. Thats the thing, one day. Im more scared of never having a family of my own than death itself. I have dreams of me coming home from work and seeing my kids but its just a dream, i wake up sad. I worry, maybe ill never have a family. Do i worry too much?