Is it normal im afraid of this?

Growing up ive always seen my dad come home from work all pissed off and worn down, until he would see us. The one memory i still hold from my early childhood is my father coming home to see me and my brothers and sisters with a smile on his face, even after a stressful day at work. As you may tell, my biggest dream in life has always been to be a father.

My whole life ive never come close to being as happy as he looked, and the sole reason im working my ass off in school is so i can support a family of my own one day. Thats the thing, one day. Im more scared of never having a family of my own than death itself. I have dreams of me coming home from work and seeing my kids but its just a dream, i wake up sad. I worry, maybe ill never have a family. Do i worry too much?

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Based on 49 votes (41 yes)
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  • kelili

    You worry too much. Just live

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  • jlr2516

    Don't reproduce it's selfish and cruel to bring a child into today's society.

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  • ravenna

    That is a wonderful dream and goal to have, OP. Don't spend time worrying about it. It's your life, make it to what you want it to be. Don't worry about the perfect dream not coming true, because you're worrying about something that hasn't even happened yet! That's a bit silly, right?

    Why not work with what comes at you? Make the best of what you have, and constantly strive to make it even better. Make this MOMENT count!

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