Is it normal im evil inside but an angel outside?
I am 23 years old and i still have a very dark evil sick twisted mind hidden inside of me. I always dream of ending the world and making humans suffer as well as animals. in fact the entire universe makes me angry and any time i hear that someone is pregnant i just want to punch their gut as hard as i can to prevent the cancer of humanity to stop. I absolutely cannot stand people who tell me what to do and i have never told anyone how dark i am inside.however on the outside i find myself helping people and animals and congratulating people who become pregnant even though i find it disturbing. and yes if you see other posts on this account of having kids and crap that is my brother who has a family since we both use the same account. but back to how i am evil inside i feel like i'm worse than Hitler. i don,t just want to kill people i want to make their last moments a horror trip. is it normal to have a fantasy so disturbing and twisted,to have so much hate? i cannot even stand crowds let alone my own brother. i want to kill his fiance so badly. i cannot stand her Chinese traditions and accent she makes me sick with her ignorant remarks, and yet im super nice to her and that idiot brother of mine.