Is it normal not to feel acceptable?

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My common nicknames are
"Death metal chick"
"Freak"
"Lesbian"
But the thing is, I'm not any of those.
I don't like death metal. Most of it just hurts my ears and brings unsettling thoughts into my head. The only music I listen to is classical. (And the occasional electro-swing) I don't consider myself a freak either. I'm unusual, but certainly not a freak. Sure, I draw things borderline macabre, and prefer the company of my characters, but it's not like I flaunt it. I don't say- OH HAY GUIEZ I HAV IMAGINRY FRENDS LOOKIT IM SO RANDOMM LOLZ
I am not a lesbian, nor will I ever be. I like men. Not like other girls though. Anthony Hopkins makes me feel unlike I ever have. I desperately want to be with him, I have no idea why. Keith Carradine even, I just... Adore older men. (Oh and Michael Fassbender OHOHOHO~) I dress like.. I don't even know? I love unisex clothing. But even though I consider myself genderless, it's not like I don't enjoy feeling pretty. I wear corset like tops sometimes, and indulge in the preppy sinfulness of Forever21. I'm very quiet, and in a way.. Socially retarded? Whenever I speak, I intend to speak softly, precociously, but when the words come out, they're clumsy and loud. Why can't I just be emotionless? Even devoid of a soul? Being as religious as I am in such an urban, high crime area, I made fun of frequently for it. And I am tortured for being abstinent and fairly wealthy? I mean, (pardon my language) what the fuck? Am I a loser for not being an atheist marijuana smoking whore? What the hell?
Am I the freak,
Or are my peers the ones who need to shape up?

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Based on 23 votes (18 yes)
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  • Shrunk
    11 years ago

    normal if you're in high school

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  • anti-hero
    11 years ago

    Being accepted by stupid people is nothing to aim for, just be yourself and tell them to fuck off.

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    • Unimportant
      11 years ago

      "Being accepted by stupid people is nothing to aim for..."

      This is the most beautiful thing I've heard in a while.

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      • anti-hero
        11 years ago

        Thank you.

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  • dazjman
    11 years ago

    Lol I have been called literally everything from "wannabe jamaican" to "leprechaun" to "f**king albino" and even "Phill Collins, that bald guy." And all I ever did was talk in my own London accent... Some idiots are just rude!

    Just ignore them, you are perfect the way you are. So much so that I hope I meet someone like you one day. But don't try be devoid of emotions, just be devoid of emotions around idiots. Having the freedom to feel happy and sad at things is what makes life beautiful.

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  • Elli
    11 years ago

    Things people say about you are things you shouldn't think about yourself, and gosh, yes, I have been bullied! I'm in 7th grade...and it hurts to be bullied! But everyone gets bullied... BTW, no one is perfect. Their points of views aren't exactly perfect; they might think you're not normal from their point of view. They don't know that they might hurt you from saying those things. It's prob they want to impress their friends because they're not mature. You sound like a gorgeous fantastic girl, from my point of view. Just don't take things too seriously, kay? People just view things from different ways. To me, your like, I've never heard of someone like interests from you; that's what makes you unique. Just remember, who ever calls you a freak, or whatever else, don't take them too seriously, and just ignore them. BTW, your peers aren't the ones that need to shape up, and you don't have to shape up either. You and your peers aren't just that perfect, both of you are unique. You two see things in different ways. They can't shape up because they're just not that mature. Good-bye ;)

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  • Anime7
    11 years ago

    People just don't like things that are different. By the way you sound amazing.

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  • MysterionFrance
    11 years ago

    most people on earth are idiots you should not care about, madame...

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  • Terence_the_viking
    11 years ago

    Do you really what friends that make you change who you are?

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