Is it normal that i always feel the urge to roll in mud?
I am a 26-year-old woman and I live alone. Also, whenever it rains, I feel the urge to go to my garden and slip and roll in the mud and grass. It is really fun (you should try it, but not make it a serious case like mine) and I feel that if I do not roll in the mud I will not be clean enough. Also I am hygienic and do take showers after the mud-rolling but I do not believe in washing hands and feet for religious reasons. Anyway, yesterday I rolled in mud and my neighbor was probably eavesdropping and he saw me. I heard him say, as he left since I saw him, "Someone call the RSPCA". That ruined my day and today aswell. Please help and don't make fun of me, I am quite vulnerable since my neighbor said that about me. Is this normal?