Is it normal that i always wonder what's in the afterlife?
I will start by saying this, I am NOT suicidal, I am a pretty optimistic person, really friendly and caring, so I have no need to want to kill myself. Whenever I am alone, and more often when I'm high (weed)I start to think VERY deeply on what might be "out there" after you die. I often wonder, if I did kill myself, what if it was simply paradise? It's honestly a gamble, no one knows but we can think of what might be out there. My Mom found a piece of paper with my theory last year, she thought I was suicidal and was placed under Suicide Watch and was prescribed anti-depressants. Does anything else think like this? I'm sure I'm not the only one. IIN?