Is it normal that i am happy when i'm sick?

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So, every time I go to the doctor and they tell me I have a problem or that I need surgery I am happy, like really excited, it doesn't make me feel bad at all. I always loved medicine and learning about conditions and illnesses, I don't think it's because of that though, I think that deep inside it's the feeling that I will die sooner and that excites me, it's really weird and I sound like a mental case but idk. Just to clarify, I am not depressed, I want to go on and live a good life, have children, I am not suicidal, and I have dreams .Though, thinking about finding out what's beyond life is interesting. Am I normal? Or just weird?

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  • DragonTheSupreme
    4 years ago

    Sounds normal to me. I'm the same way

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  • Cuntsiclestick
    4 years ago

    It's whatever floats your boat, dude.

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  • libertybell
    4 years ago

    Perhaps the thought of Heaven excites you?

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  • Doesnormalmatter
    4 years ago

    Yeah. Thats gonna be a problem.

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  • palehorse
    4 years ago

    ...weird, but you do you, I guess?

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