Is it normal that i am religious but eat meat during lent ?

Well I have been religious most of my life, as both of my parents have been devoutly religious and have instilled the same ideals in me, from fasting during holy days to seeking forgiveness from God through flagellation. During the holiest of holy times of the year (Lent) I find myself with an overwhelming urge to eat meat and not just any meat but meat from endangered species, such as bush meat, bald eagles, and manatees. On the black market its relatively easy to find in all honesty. Should I be asking for forgiveness for this?

Is it normal that I am a vegetarian the rest of the year except for this time when I really should be?