Is it normal that i am so kinky

i am so kinky...i am a 61 year old bi white male i like having sex with guys and i like having them put their penis in me and if i can't find a guy i have a large selection of didoes. i also like to be pissed on, i sometimes spit on myself and let it dry so i can smell it, i piss in a glass and pour it on me, with the dry spit and i won't bathe for about a week....i swipe my ass and smell my fingers, and i swipe my ass with the shirt i sleep in so i can smell it,and i crossdress,i sleep in a sundress that i bought...i also don't get out of bed to piss i piss in a jug....i get pedicures and french my nails .....am i sick or just kinky....please tell me...