Is it normal that i both smell my pillow, and also tear it apart?
For as long as I can remember, I have had a pillow that I hold dear. When I was a child, it was a blanket. But, as I grew older, and my parents forced me to part with it, I have found pillows as a great substitute. I smell the pillow when I'm simply relaxing on the couch. But, I also fiddle with the material of the pillow and, rendering fabrics loose, I begin to tear the pillow apart; slowly but surely. I sleep with the pillow as well. And do not allow for it to be washed. This is, probably, the second or third pillow I have destroyed. So, is this normal.. ?