Is it normal that i cut paper to a certain length and play with it
I cut it in a certain shape. Like, I can't explain why. I have OCD, but it's not that. I literally do it constantly when I'm home. When I'm doing it, I just like think of ideas or things that or cool, like movies I make in my head, plans to do cool things. It's really distracting and I can't live without doing it. I've gone a few days without doing it, but without it, i get bored out of my mind. There's is literally scraps of paper scattered all over my house. I'm beginning to just tear apart the piece of paper if its not the right shape or is slightly bent. It makes me feel uncomfortable doing it even around my own family. I completely zone out of my surroundings when I do it. I've been doing it since age 6. I don't think I'll ever stop. Is this even slightly normal? I think I'm autistic or something.