Is it normal that i defy authority/rules by doing things i shouldn't?
So I never noticed this until today, and it is that almost all of the time, when someone (usually an authority figure) tells me not to do X thing, I usually end up doing it anyway (as long as it's nothing very serious), or I pretend to do it (sometimes even if it's kinda fucked up), because:
1. I find it kinda fun to do stuff that I shouldn't do (lmao).
2. I like it when people react when I pretend to do something and then see their faces once they realize it was just a joke.
3. I feel threatened by authority most of the time so I don't like following orders.
I don't know if I'm the only one who does this, but I enjoy doing it even if it ends up being immoral or annoying to other people cuz well, I'm not very normal lol.
btw I'm almost 19 I should probably grow up already.