Is it normal that i didn't use toilet paper as a kid?

When I was a kid, I did not like toilet paper, fearing I would get poop all over my hands if it were not strong enough, and if I had to, I would take 20 sheets of toilet paper to keep the feces as far away from my hand as possible, now I am 21 years old and now I use toilet paper to wipe my behind.

Still was this normal when I was a kid?