Is it normal that i do not attempt to justify my behavior?
Everyone screws up sometimes. Everyone nearly strikes someone with their vehicle in a busy parking lot, everyone says something rude by mistake, everyone gets caught staring at a woman's cleavage, everyone knocks over an antique vase, and everyone gets into a swearing match over whose fault it is.
This is all true about me as well, except for the last part. When I do something stupid in public, I admit it. When someone says "what the hell is wrong with you!" I say "I'm a fool. That's what." When someone says "You fucking idiot!" I say "at your service."
If you think I am a humble person, you'd be wrong. I merely don't care about some stranger's opinion of me, and I'd rather be an unapologetic idiot than waste time and energy fighting with people and making a scene, even if whatever happened wasn't even my fault. If the person thinks "There's that fucking asshole/retard/pervert/etc." every time they see me, so be it. Is this normal?