Is it normal that i do not want to live after i reach 60 years

I am not afraid of death or anything, in fact, I am scared about losing myself.

This tends to happen at older ages, dementia and such. When I see people like those, out of their mind, unable to think straight, sometimes agressivity and ignorance...

I do not want to end up like one of them.

I keep thinking that maybe I should save myself a freakin bullet and when I reach the age, just do everyone a favor and shoot myself, or use some drug that will make me fall a sleep or something.

I understand that they are people who are normal when they are old, but they are minority.

I am 21 by the way.

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Based on 40 votes (28 yes)
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Comments ( 12 )
  • thegypsysailor

    Big talk from a young person. You'll be kicking and screaming to stay alive when you get here, I have no doubt. The less life one has to look forward to, the more precious it is.

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  • howaminotmyself

    You have no idea what you are talking about.

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  • honny

    It is normal to worry about dementia as one approaches old age, but it is not normal for you to worry about it at this stage in your life. You have DECADES yet! Why are you distressing yourself about it now? Put it from your mind, and enjoy the wonderful gift that is your life.

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  • flyingnostalgia

    i dont wish to live after i,m 29...so i guess it is normal

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    • dytrog

      I'm 65 and 8 months old. My mind don't know I'm old, my body does. I can still have sex, go fishing, take trips, go camping. I can't fight like I could when I was 38. I still play shooter games. I'm retired for the second time. That was my biggest mistake selling my biz. I miss working I wish I never sold my biz. At 65 I don't want to spend $90.000 to go back to work. Getting old is not what I wanted but what you do between young and old is the important thing.

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  • simbala

    I dont feel the same but I understand

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  • AkyraTheFurry

    I disagree, but I used to think the same.
    I am confident I will be happy throughout my life.

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  • snarkygirl

    If I'm going to be all decrepit at 60 then yeah but I imagine myself as a kickass grandma

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  • mr.artiste

    I get it dude. I feel the same. I wish to live young no matter what the age is. And i'm 18.

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    • Arm0se

      There's a difference between wanting to be young, and wanting to die just because you're older.

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      • mr.artiste

        Wanting to live young also means Not wanting to live old.

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        • Arm0se

          Doesn't mean you want to kill yourselve when you get there though.

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