Is it normal that i do not want to live after i reach 60 years
I am not afraid of death or anything, in fact, I am scared about losing myself.
This tends to happen at older ages, dementia and such. When I see people like those, out of their mind, unable to think straight, sometimes agressivity and ignorance...
I do not want to end up like one of them.
I keep thinking that maybe I should save myself a freakin bullet and when I reach the age, just do everyone a favor and shoot myself, or use some drug that will make me fall a sleep or something.
I understand that they are people who are normal when they are old, but they are minority.
I am 21 by the way.