Is it normal that i don't feel like myself and that i'm afraid of it?
When I look in the mirror, that's not me looking back. It's someone else. I have a need to rarely harm myself so I know am I just in a cage which is this body or am I real. I sometimes just stare at myself in the mirror. I'm trying to know who am I looking at if it's not me. I have thoughts that I can't control like hurting my loved ones etc. It's like I'm trapped here and some kind of pshychopath is thinking about awful things which I had to listen and think about. My mind is forcing me to think about some bad things and do some things. I can't help it.