Is it normal that i don't like to enlighten myself about things?
The more I've bothered to learn about things (such as evolutionary theory, history, religion, economics, etc.) the more I've realized that my blood pressure will rise when I'm around people who spout off about these things without ever having even studied the basics of them. There are plenty of things I'd like to know, but I'm afraid of the stress that being around ignorant people will cause me.