Is it normal that i don't really go out?
Is it normal that I don't really go outside? I'm in my final year of college and I don't go out. I go to class and doodle in my notepad all day, do some assignment work, go home and do nothing. I might hang out with friends on the weekend but I've never been to a college party. Never spent the night in the pub. Never been to a club. I haven't dated anyone in over 2 years.
Thing is, I know if I went to these social gatherings I would hate them. I feel terribly out of place in a room of people. Even at cons, where I'm surrounded by people who share my interests! And if I date again, I just know my partner will expect sex from me, and I really don't operate for that. I'm a seriously slow mover in relationships. It's just how I am comfortable. So if I date someone who isn't patient or has higher sexual needs than I do, it's not going to end well.