Is it normal that i feel constantly watched?
Okay, so I'm 17, and for as long as I can remember, I have felt like someone/some people are watching me 24/7. I leave my windows open all day and night and I sit for minutes at a time just listening to hear them speak or move. I take detours while driving somewhere if a car is behind me too long. I also hear someone/people talk when I'm home alone, so I keep the lights on, lock the door when I shower, and walk through the house to make sure no one is there. I say what I'm thinking out loud when I'm alone so they know why I'm doing what I'm doing, even though I think they can hear what I'm thinking sometimes. My job requires me to run the store alone usually so I have to walk through the whole shop also to make sure. I think any time I'm in a store, someone is watching me on the video camera, and I have to check my car to make sure no one is in there. I was stalked for a month last year by a man, but he stopped bothering me after I called the police, my problems have been apparent far before that incident though. I feel like it's either girls or boys from my school, or a man watching me for personal pleasure (which sounds conceited but that's just how I see it). I have repetitive dreams of having to hide or run away from someone, and daydreams of someone actually being in my house and kidnapping or raping me. It's something I constantly deal with and want help for. I had post traumatic stress after a tragic car accident I was in when I was 9 so I'm not sure if that has any affect on it. Please help if you can.