Is it normal that i feel i’m too good for this small town
I live in a small oldish town, people come to visit and have no clue how shitty the people are here. I haven’t lived here my whole life and I’ve always moved around a lot. My parents gave me a lot of experience growing up, it was like my dads speciality. Ive lived in this small town ever since my parents split back in high school. Ive dealt with the sloppy girls and the ignorant boys that have always lived here. Who have nothing to do other then drugs and take a walk down the same path a hundred times, or a drive on the same roads. They still live like in high school and think they are the shit. They go to the most boring cheesy small clubs and judge each other. For me trying to make friends was hard it was all a haux to them. Some made friends with me just to bully me. I was pretty and very young but mature. I was a target and still am. The woman here are small simple minded and they feed on violent drama like kids. I got into the wrong crowd and witnessed a lot of the “ let’s take drugs, go buy drugs, or selling drugs” Scenarios. Where I never belonged but was around. The conversations are so predictable to me and spot on, they annoy me. All the same. I’m very straight forward and people here don’t understand that. The amount of stupid little things they get mad over is very annoying. I’m grown now and I’m an observer this is what I observe. They think they are all better then everyone. They sit around and judge everybody and at that,! judge them wrongly believe it so much they end up wanting to fight about it. It’s ghetto and trashy here. They then all go on Facebook and talk about disgusting things and laugh aka sex, drugs, and cheating. I’m extremely different, smart, experienced from the music I listen to, to the way I dress, and with the way I think. These people tried a lot of shit with me when I was young and naive but I got so fed up and realized this isn’t normal, they aren’t normal. I was sensitive and I still am I can read the room perfectly. I can feel it. I get angry because I know who I am compared to who (what I described) they are. I will be moving soon and I feel like the girl in the movies that’s esoteric and desperately wants to get out of a small town because it’s really that deep.