Is it normal that i feel so confused

I am going to be a senior in high school. I am a little overweight and tried to lose that weight over the summer, but I just seemed to have gained weight instead. Plus the fact that I'm rushing to finish my ap summer hw in 12 days left of summer before school starts, I am just really worried that on the outside everyone who I haven't seen over the summer will be nice but really all they are thinking is wow look she gained so much weight! And that my teacher will fail me on my hw. I know that the homework is my fault and that I could have tried to do more to lose weight but I just don't know what to do now and I can't sleep at all anymore, I'm not eating properly And I'm feeling depressed all the time. It's just not me and I hate it. But I feel like I'm out of time to change it. I feel like I can't talk to any of my friends that I consider to be close because they won't understand how I feel. I just don't know what to do to get out of this.

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  • Trustme

    Don care about da opinions of those u don rely car 4.Study, do smthg 2 shove it in der faces.

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  • poy

    try and do your homework.

    the reason why your depressed is because you care about what other people think of you!

    just dont give a fuck about what other people think as you try to improve yourself mentally.

    Search officialbadassbacon on youtube and check my playlist and click hypnosis :o There is tons of videos to listen to when you go to sleep.

    Trust me if you listen to those for a month and dont give a damn bout what people think your life will improve mine did :)

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  • o_0

    oho... rush up with h.w... you can ask someone to help you in that as this is the peak !!if thats quite serious then have it done...
    and for the weight thing goo for you what you feel the most happy in being.. i know that girlish thoughts to look so thin and be pretty sassy but forget it being healthier is more important and secondly if you are willing to do it by hook or crook than start with it and slowly you will loose weight if you go in that straight path ..... till then enjoy being fat ... :P

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  • TH4Ever

    By overweight I mean I am 5"1' and I weigh about 150-160 lbs

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    • EndlessSuffering

      You should lose weight for yourself, not for anybody else.
      What other people say about you is not your business.
      Live life by that.

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